final assignment of MD226 Digital Illustration.

final assignment of MD226 Digital Illustration.

to created a holiday poster and used as cartoon character.

My idea is used from character Joker. He usually perform in bad character, suck as character in batman. The holiday or festival title I choose is Christmas . But I used in difference way to present it. Normally the day of holiday feel people present in happiness , but now my artwork is present in negative way. Actually now a day also have people created their artwork to negative way but less, the artwork such as nightmare.

The artwork background is at night. The joker wearing santa cloth in the city. At the night he try to do some bad work. The poker cards are support the character to let people more easier know he is joker.

second assignment of MD 226.

second assignment of MD 226.

to created a cartoon character.

first assignment of MD 226 Digital Illustration

first assignment of MD 226 Digital Illustration.

to reinvent a cartoon character .

homework 3 of MD 226 Digital illustration

this homework was creating a postcard of Chrismas.

homework 2 of MD 226 Digital Illustration

this homework was learning how to create gradient mesh.

on the top is real image.

below is my artwork.

homework 1 of MD 226 Digital illustration

this homework was learning how to tracing.

the picture of on the top was get from lecturer,

then let us to traced the character.

below was my artwork.

Congratulation to my brother

Congratulation to my brother!

His PMR results got 5A!

but i still don't know what are the subjects he got A..

haha..

whatever~ have to wait he come back.

i think now he is went to enjoy and celebrate with his friends.

anyway, wish he all the best and good luck!

from 4 will be more hard..

please don't be like same as me.

I HATE MY SISTER!!!

i just want to say..

I HATE MY SISTER!!!

one day i will kill u!

will change job

back from work..

just now super visor ask me to conform the schedule for next week.

he arranged me work as Wednesday to Sunday.

but i told him i can't working on 24 and 25.

he out of sorts.

said me why always have give many excuse for can't work many days .

in the end, he satire me always go take photo but don't know what i have take.

i think he was already out of sorts to me.

but i was also out of sorts to him already long time.

i think i will get to change my job in this few week.

but i don't know where i can go.

actually i don't want to have working but i can't.

cause i need money.

End of second semester!

finally , exam was done!

End of second semester!

i will have 3 week semester break.

Thursday i will past up last assignment.

then i will get free already.

thx ah yee

yesterday i got a ang pao.

that is gave from my ah yee..

i don't know how much in that.

any way, thanks my ah yee..

i will not use it and i will put more effort in my education.

my shoe~ gone~

my shoe~ gone~

yesterday my shoe be stolen!

damn hot now!

i work hard every day and my money was already not enough to me!

that shoe around $70.

maybe some one fell that is cheap.

but i not think so.

because i'm not a rich!

why i so bad luck!!!

i'm back!

Hi, all my dear friends.. i'm back!

sorry about i had long time did not updated my blog.

cause i was busy about my final assignment..

now almost finished all already..

one mount ago my life like fight with time everyday ..

damn tired every day.

was not enough sleep everyday ..

everyday never sleep more than 4 hours..

sometime i had never sleep at all..

everyday when i was woke,

i just face to my laptop whole day to rushed my assignments.

now i can get more rest already..

but next week i will have 2 exam..

and will pass up last assignment..

GOD bless me..

then i will get 3 weeks of semester break..

a real break to let me rest..

i will use this break to sort out all my things..

cause i had not time to sort out last mouth till today..

my room like rubbish..

and i will improve myself ..

cause i found that i was gradually lost a lot of people..

i must put more effort..

cannot let the whose was support me get disappointed ..

i will upload my artwork soon..

pleas a wait..

suck family

i was long time never updated my blog..

sorry about all my friends..

cause i was busy about my assignment...

now is still rushing..

actually i had some trouble and problem on past of today..

but i had not time to came here to abreaction and share with all of you..

but today i really ...

don't know how to say my feeling now...

just want to say ...

i have a suck family!

Damn's father!

Suck's mother!

Fucker's sister!

Stupid brother!

i really felt tired and busy this few weeks..

everyday study,working, rushing homework and etc ..

but YOU have never know me..

keep scolding me!

i tired take a sleep you scold me..

i rush my assignment did not sleep you scold me..

you just want me know how tired you have but you had never know how tired and feeling i get..

yesterday...

i told YOU my lesen was expired 3 days..

you scold me...

i really was busy and tired till i was forgot...

but you did not know my feeling..

keep scolded me..

fortunately i had not told you i got blocking...

some more Fucker father you " fuel " beside what !?

you was always forget too!

just now...

i asked you where to have see a doctor i can..

you also have seen what's happen to my hand..

but you scolded me again!

scolded me why yesterday don't want had to go then today just want to go?!

yesterday after i came back from school was already 5 pm.

i sleep to took a rested after that i had to went to worked..

but why you just scold me but never know my feeling..!

i felt so angry!

after i was alone went to see doctor...

i was already spent $40..

this semester i have to spent a lot of money...

but i have no more money...

my hand was already like that..

but i still have to working..

i have no enough money and time..

but YOU never know..

you never know me..

i dislike my family!

really HATE it!

Mom ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY

21 October

my mom birthday today..

i had never said " happy birthday " to my mom before ...

now...

i'm still did not face to face said " happy birthday " to you..

please forgive me never gave you present ...

but i really remember your birthday...

although i'm busy this few day...

I got it

Finally ~ i got it~!

i got my DSLR camera...

i just can bought Nikon D3000

but i just bought the body and tripot...

i had not bought the lens...

cause it is too expensive...

i have no more money...

this camera already RM 2000..

anyway...

thanks all my friends~

and my mom...

to Shen

8.01 pm..

Shen posted his facebook message ...

he said like that --

给我最想念的人-我的遗憾-我能见到您最后一眼，但您见不到我...我一直握住您的手，感觉到您手是冷冰冰的，我感觉不到手温了...我也忘了你的手温...很抱歉，我没去握您的手十多年了...当时我很努力的叫着您，我很想您能挣开您的眼，看见我叫我一声，我定会回应您“我回来了”...我一直的在自问“为何您不等到我回来哦”，至少我能看见您，您那希望我们快回家的眼神，我好想再看一次然后对您说“我回来了，你吃饱没？”，很抱歉，您还在时我都没对您说过这句话...请原谅我的不孝。

给我最想念的人-我想对您说出我的真心话-之前我对您有些讨厌，恨您，怀疑您所作的所说的一切，让我有些难原谅您...但这些都是过去的了，当天的我真的真的好希望您能醒来的，我一躺在您心上，我 想听见您心跳声，心里一直想“跳呀，跳呀”，因为我还有很多话还没对您说，我很想很想说给您听...说出我其实不恨您，不讨厌您...其实我心是很关心 您，还是爱着您，您是我的唯一,您要照顾好自己要长命，完成您的心愿，看见我们个个成家，做个很疼孙的公公...但...为何为何您要酱快走...我之前 都没想，但我现在真的好想您...我真的很后悔，当天我眼泪流出不只是伤心的流而是我很后悔我没对您说出我心中的话，您就酱留下我们，不陪我们一起走 了...我不会怪您了，也许这真的是您时间到了...现在我不能为您做什么，所以只能希望您现在是安详的，不再有任何的负担，没有任何病魔缠着您，安心得 过您的极乐世界...我们都很爱着您的，安息吧... --

i reply him...

--

深~虽然我们没办法替代他在你心中的位置，但我们永远都会陪伴着你。他，虽然不在你身边，但你比我们谁都清楚，他，在你心中，永远永远。。你要振作！别忘了你还有你妈要照顾，而你。。就由我们来照顾！别忘了我们的大哥说过，他的一边肩膀是给他女人的；而另一边是给我们兄弟的。。原谅我是最无能的。。永远只会麻烦你们。。却从未帮过你们。。

funeral

just came back from Shen father funeral...

Shen looked like not very well...

hoop Shen don't give up...

you are our '开心果'...

we are all always be side you...

any problem just tell us...

some more...

Loon also looked sad...

i know you are missing your '干妈'...

... ...

i had not in that photo

this is my friends artworks and their photo for just now they went to took photo of outing night scene...

but i din't went to...

that's why i had not in that photo...

i don't want say again why i din't went to...

anyway...

nick job for my friends...

but ...

i don't know how to do that...

6.45pm

6.45pm now...

i had a photography class at 6.30pm for outdoor shutting now...

but i din't went...

cause i have not a camera...

可以吗

this week really get tired...

had not off day of my working..

moreover on the same time i was rushing my assignment...

felt like going to die...

tomorrow i will have a photographic class at night to taken photo of night scene...

but i have not a camera...

all of my classmate was already got their camera...

i had asked my mom to lend to me $1500 last week..

but until today she is still have not response...

i knew she was not very willing to lend to me money...

i also know she is busy...

so i never disturb her...

but i really need it tomorrow..

if not...

how to i learning in class or do assignment...

she always just keep ask me to borrow from my friends...

but she never know what happening will going on...

my friends were already gave me $600 and more as my present...

mom...

did u knew it?

if you knew it...

what your felling...

我不懂为什么。。。

为什么我会牵涉到那么多人。。。

我真的不想麻烦大家。。。

没想到我读书尽然会影响大家。。。

谢谢大家的帮忙。。。

但。。我还是还没买到。。。

我的成绩也没有很好。。。

反而渐渐输了好多人。。。

好想。。。不读了。。。

可以吗。。？

如果活着那么累。。。

为什么还要活着。。。

off day

next week will be a busy time...

assignment due date will coming on next week..

but i have not get a off day for next week...

sure get tired and crazy again..

weak art sense

I'm sad now...

next week is assignment due date...

i haven complete my assignment...

and still have a lot of home work...

just now lecturer said my art sense is still weak...

and she look unhappy to me...

i still have to keep working until monday...

tired, trouble and sad now...

to Min

yesterday we was early celebration Min 21 years old birthday to him...

He was drank yesterday...

He had some problem with his girl friend...

hope he has none thing with his girl friend...

Min~ we will always beside you...

this is i wanna try to say to Min...

民~21岁咯~！

有好多话想跟你说，

却不知怎么说。。。

或许我和你有些代沟，

或许我时常和你意见不合，

或许你偶尔会不爽我，

或许。。。这只是或许。。。

我希望。。。这只是或许。。。

我希望找回我们当初的感动，

当初很单纯的友情，

和。。。当初的。。。你。。。

我也知道我很有问题。。。

嗯。。。我就是很有问题。。。

先这样长话短说吧。。。

祝

生日快乐

友情

不是挂在嘴上的

而是

放在心上的

遗憾，愧疚，感谢

抱歉。。这次得用回华语来写了。。

我英文的表达能力还没有很好。。。

刚刚11点左右伦他们来找我。。。

原来他们是来送我礼物的。。。

把礼物藏在枕头下。。。

吓到了。。真的吓到了。。。

许多朋友的祝福。。。

还有一笔钱。。。

朋友。。。我收到你们的礼物了。。

很大的礼物。。。

但。。。原谅我没办法收下。。。

我真的没办法收下。。。

我会将它还给你们。。。

你们的[礼物]和祝福。。。

我心领了。。。

真的很感动，很感谢你们。。。

真的。。真的。。

我不太会说话。。不太会表达。。

现在心里的心情真的是不会说。。

遗憾，愧疚，感谢。。等。。。

我一直都在依赖你们。。

什么都需要依靠你们。。

出门要你们从大老远的地方来载我；

什么东西都要你们做；

什么东西都要麻烦你们；

在圈子里我是最容不下你们的人。。

我早已对你们有所愧疚。。

不知道怎样报答你们。。

特别是伦。。。

现在你们知道我需要一笔钱。。。

又帮我筹了这笔钱。。

一共$620

你们要我怎么收下。。。

我欠你们的已经太多太多。。。

你要我怎样利用这笔钱来买那相机呢。。。

突然会觉得。。

我回来读书。。。是个错的决定。。。

envy...

went to ate with all family just now...

for grandmother birthday..

suddenly think it...

Did mom was still remember when is my birthday...

There near sea site...

had seen two guys using DSLR camera took photo of sunset just now...

felt...

envy...

anxiety...

1 week ago

My Birthday was 1 week ago...

But i was never forgot that day...

i'm so happy...

Thanks all my best brother...

Photography of next week have a out door shooting for sunrise...

but i still have not borrowed money to buy camera...

i have not any method...

i will ask my mom again for lend to me at least 2k...

hope she can lend to me...

i got a car license for what?!

was went to working just now 9.30p.m..
but i came back 10.oo p.m..
cause the raining is too heavy...

i was got wet on the way just now...
now i'm so moody...

don't know why...
i have car license...
but why i can't get drive car...
the car of my house is an antique?!
why i can't touch the car...
then i got a car license for what?!

my birthday wishes

Yesterday is my 21years old birthday...
my best friends celebrated to me...
play until crazy...
that is a good memories...XD
Guys~ Thanks you all...
you all are my Brother~
i will won't forget it...

for My Birthday Wishes~
1. I would like a car.
2. I would like to be a rich man.
3. Academic success.
4. I would like a dream house.
5. Friendship Forever with all my dear friends.
6. Have a LOVE.
7. 'Trouble' please leave me alone.
8. Have a good job after graduation .
9. Don't be a stupid again.
10. I wanna fat ==

actually i still have a lot of wishes...
too much of things i didn't get it...

waiting 12.00 a.m

waiting 12.00 a.m coming...
tomorrow is my 21 years old Birthday...
who will know it...
my mom is still remember it?
...forget about it...
i just don't want homework, assignment, trouble and pressure birthday with me...

wish me...
..Happy Birthday..

you never

S**k!
i was really hated my sister so much!

i already have my own laptop now...
so i was very seldom to using the destop right now...

but just now...
my sister was crazy scold me again...
because the destop was running too slower...
she's scold me put too much of things in destop...
said me wasted the Ram and memory...

What the F**k!?
i already move my things to my laptop...
just leave some software and references in my user to easy for some time i will used to done my work...
because laptop of course won't handy than destop to do a work...

she said i already having a laptop...
so she want to delete my user of destop...
she was really wanna occupy the destop...

this computer is mom bought for us to share use...
she has never wasted a penny of money for this computer...
but she wanna alone has to get this computer...

how about me?!
i waste my time, i waste my spirit, i waste my sleep time and else...
i work hard and study...
have not enough time to do my home work and not enough sleep...
now just hard to got a laptop...
and now i'm still trouble about my DSLR camera...

she has a job and can get the salary more than RM1500...
but she just waste her money to her own..
every things ask mom to buy and always say this is for easy to do this do that...
then mom was also heard to her said...

mom was always believe her and not believe me...
WHY?
sis she is selfish, domineering, cunning and else...
but you just always support her and believe her and always keep quiet when i quarrel with her!

to Sis..
You go to Hell! I really hate you so much!


Mom...
you never know Why i dislike stay at home...
you never know Why i dislike talk with you all...
you never know Why i always keep quiet at home...
you never know Why i always hiding my own in room...
you never know Why my attitude be come like that...
you never know What i'm thinking...
you never know me...
You never... ...


...i just wanna vent my emotions in here...

search sas

2k

a lot of homework...
i will very busy this few days...
but i was still worry about my money...
who can lend to me money...
i need minimum 2k now...

Yesterday

yesterday i had din't did well in English test of Spoken English...
i think i will get fail of this subject...
i'm still weak in my English...
i really won't follow and got what that's saying...

what wrong with me yesterday?
what happen with me yesterday?

i was still troubled in something...
i was still worry about something...
i was still...
did not got money...

yesterday i had felt a bit crazy...
yesterday i had felt a bit lazy...
yesterday i had felt don't study...
yesterday i was moody...

Yesterday...

反正。。。

为什么我做的一切从没得到支持。。。
为什么我在你眼中永远都是错的。。。

你永远只会要我考虑你但你从未考虑过我。。
你不懂我。。你不了解我。。 你不知道我需要什么。。
你眼里只看得到我的坏。。从没发掘我的好。。
你从不知道你的教育有问题。。

如果我真的是那么没用。。让你苦恼。。
那你当初就别生我。。！
把我生出来受苦。。我活着一点也不快乐。。！

为什么我就是跟别人家的小孩过的不一样。。
他们也并非出自富裕家庭。。。
但他们的父母都会给他们一定的支持和鼓励。。。
而我。。。

算了。。。
反正我的命一生下来就是这样。。。

rich family

is Moody many days already...
cause trouble about the camera...

Yesterday went to school...
classmate was chatting about the camera..
i'm so envy they have a rich family...
they just ask their parents...
they will easy have a camera...
moreover they have a well camera...
some have Nikon D5000 or Nikon D90...
that price is around 3k to 4k just for body...
so expensive...

i think i just can have Nikon D3000...
it is around 2k just for body...
it's have not include the lens...
the price for lens is around 1k...

my mom have no more money to lent to me...
she was also won't let me buy it...
she was not understand this subject is including in Diploma Multimedia Design..
so...
i did not ask her any more...

from beginning...
she was din't like me took this subject...
now i want spent her money again..
she's sure won't pay me..

anyway...
now i just have two choice..
1. i just let this subject fail then retake again.
2. borrow money from my friends .

i choose second..
but now is still have not body lent to me..

just thinking... what methods i can i do again...
just hope...
i have a rich family...