suicide

4am reach to home...
was get wet in the rain again...
for the first time tried to suicide in the rain...
not because of get wet in the rain,
a lot of trouble i am thinking and getting...
tired life, study life, working life,
time, assignments, a lot of inconvenience in my life and etc...
made me cranky!
is thinking better die now and no need think too much...
i really can't support myself any more...