Drop or Take

Finally, i told my mom just now...
"Can i borrow around 3-4k with you to buy DSLR camera ?......"
but my mom answer me...
" how come she has this money?! "
she's din't have too much of money...
i already wasted her money too much...
so...
how can i do now...?
Drop or Take?
how can i attend this class if i don't have camera...
HOW.......
who can help me....

今夜的月亮不是很圆，但很亮。。。
忧郁的心情再次涌上心头。。。
连睡的心情都没有。。。
此刻的心情。。。
。。。